Rhythm of My Life 🙂

I love my life, life’s energy, rhythm, moving and everything… I created this song because I love dance, and generally I listen to music moving which makes me more energetic. This is rhythm of my life because it is moving and when I hear that I want to start dance directly.

Thank you!

Everyone has a person who affects their life directly in every respect. I want to thanks to my mom. She gave birth to me, growed to me..  when I was chid I could not choose my school and these times you made it everything with my dad. you decided all the things about me. Until my this age, I studied in good schools and made good relationship with my friends the reason is that you were teaching me everything about life such as being good person, not telling lies, sharing ware…

    I was applying what I learned in life thats why I have good friends and when I faced with bad situation you always there. For instance, if I have problems with my friend I can share with you easily because you also my friend and show me the right way because you experienced almost everything so you can show met he right way about what should I do.

      Allow me almost everything because you want to me that see everything. Thanks to you I learnt so many thing in this life and I am stil learning. Sometimes bad sometimes good but its life and I will face with all the thing that I should live.

    Thank you so much for everything mom. You teached me, contibute everything in my life and you are still continue. I am a good person thanks to you..

Going to the India could be amazing incident in my life when I look at my back. The experiences that I lived there contributed to my personality and life so many things. I learnt and found myself there. Normally I am a really sociable, funny and happy person. I had a relationship while I was in India but before India I was lost myself like because of my relationship I could not meet with my friends and I was just hanging out with my boyfriend and girlfriends. I did not realised how I changed but my family was saying Beril why dont you meet with your friends and I could not find answer to this question.

          I realized that there were something which are changed about my personality about my life is getting out from my usual life. It was not me, it was not real Beril. I went to India to make a Project which is about teaching english and taking care of children. I had so many friends whose from different countries and I was alone there; no family, no boyfriend, just me and my new friends, new ideas, new cultures, new religious.

Atmosphere and me

   The atmosphere in India the most different things I have ever tasted. People, culture, weather, everything was different from our country and interestingly I felt so good things in this crowded country. People were so happy although they are living poverty, maybe they can not reach whatever they want but they always smile to your face if they know you or do not. They are living their life without thinking. They were acting and believing eachother. I looked myself and said I should not be lose myself. Because the problem that I was living is just blocking my life so I should be myself again. Interacting with people, sharing experience with them gives me power. Thats why I mentioned problem between me and my boyfriend because due to the experience of relationship realized something aboutmyself in India. Its sound like absurd, but I was so happy without any restriction, being under pressure.I dont want to show him like a monster, just these problems changed me.

About me 🙂

I am Beril Naz and I am 22 years old. If I am going to tell about my life story and I am going to be open so that you can understad me better, so I should start from my personalities… firs of all the most dominant personal characteristic is emotional. Being emotional is good in some situation because I can put myself in other people’s shoes and I can feel their feelings easily and I try  to help them but sometimes It can be bad for me because I can cry easily, of course almost so many people have the same feeling but on the other hand I sometimes think that I feel so deeply about my friends for instance, while I am talking with my friends, if she or he says a word which is actually normal for other people can become different for me and after that I am starting to think on this words like why she\he said it to me. I think this personality is ups and downs in my life because I am acting upon my feeling, emotion. In my education if I get an good grade it makes me happy and I want to study more but if I get an bad grade normally I should study more but I am not and I am sure its about my emotion because I can give up the situation that I lived so its affecting my ups and downs so this is big problem in my life. On the other hand, actually I am sociable,funny person. I love make people happy, I love become happy everyday and see happy people around me thats why I dont hang out friends who are negative because they are pulling me down. I can feel that my friends and families are really happy with me and it is giving me a motivation for my life because they are important for me. As a matter of fact, everything is connecting eachother and life is full of suprises and I am expecting good things from life , I am thinking my background which was not happened that I can write and I believe in future, some good things will be happen and I can write here about ups and downs and background.