Going to the India could be amazing incident in my life when I look at my back. The experiences that I lived there contributed to my personality and life so many things. I learnt and found myself there. Normally I am a really sociable, funny and happy person. I had a relationship while I was in India but before India I was lost myself like because of my relationship I could not meet with my friends and I was just hanging out with my boyfriend and girlfriends. I did not realised how I changed but my family was saying Beril why dont you meet with your friends and I could not find answer to this question.
I realized that there were something which are changed about my personality about my life is getting out from my usual life. It was not me, it was not real Beril. I went to India to make a Project which is about teaching english and taking care of children. I had so many friends whose from different countries and I was alone there; no family, no boyfriend, just me and my new friends, new ideas, new cultures, new religious.
Atmosphere and me
The atmosphere in India the most different things I have ever tasted. People, culture, weather, everything was different from our country and interestingly I felt so good things in this crowded country. People were so happy although they are living poverty, maybe they can not reach whatever they want but they always smile to your face if they know you or do not. They are living their life without thinking. They were acting and believing eachother. I looked myself and said I should not be lose myself. Because the problem that I was living is just blocking my life so I should be myself again. Interacting with people, sharing experience with them gives me power. Thats why I mentioned problem between me and my boyfriend because due to the experience of relationship realized something aboutmyself in India. Its sound like absurd, but I was so happy without any restriction, being under pressure.I dont want to show him like a monster, just these problems changed me.
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